Thursday, March 11, 2010

Blind world.

It's called a book, get a pen and write in it, instead of letting me take in your burden deal with it and stop calling it my problem. It really is yours.
You are just too blind to see it.
And I am too blind to deal with it.
Despair in a blind world.

Saturday, March 6, 2010

Faded portraits.



It seems perfect.
It really does.
But it is not.
It really is not.

Saturday, February 27, 2010




Dreams fall.
They fall.
They fall.
They fall.
They fall.
They fall.
They fall.
They fall.
& they remain buried.
In the nothingness of despair.

Friday, February 12, 2010

Coffeehouse mistakes.



They laughed.
A mere joke.
I smiled.
& secretly broke.

Friday, February 5, 2010

Masks



Laced with deception,
Immured in secrecy,
Shining with grace,
Reeking of invincibility,
I am unbreakable.

Saturday, January 9, 2010

Hard goodbyes



Whoever said goodbyes were easy,
Never did try saying goodbye to you.

Saturday, January 2, 2010

Butterflies



It's not that it just happened,
I chose to forget you,
Just like an old song,
that once swayed my heart away,
a memory that learned to fly away.
Fly away like butterflies.

Thursday, December 31, 2009

Apologies


I am apologetic for all the wrong I have done,
All the pain I have caused you,
But one thing I will never be sorry for,
is the fact that I am imperfect.

Friday, December 18, 2009

Farewell


All that is left is goodbye,

And a bucket full of emptiness

Reflected in the pool of tears,

That drowns our forgotten memories,

That drowns our promise of forever.


Wednesday, December 16, 2009

Say



I have a lot to say, but no words to say it with.

Saturday, November 21, 2009

Art.


You seem to have perfected the art of tearing my world apart.

Monday, November 16, 2009

Games.


I am no longer a pawn in your game,
everything is not going to remain the same,
your stench of fear,
has caused so many tears,
my heart broke into pieces,
as it followed your wishes,
My soul bound in chains,
Chains of your torturous pain,
The key hidden under your tongue,
with millions of words unsung.
They will come upon you one gloomy day,
and take you down with the games you play.

Sunday, November 15, 2009

Music.

The reason we say music speaks to us is not because of the remorse or understanding of the pain or happiness we experience, but because it is a whole other world that sounds a lot like our own.

Tuesday, November 10, 2009

.

It was a typical story. The girl felt beautiful twirling with confidence. She felt like a princess. Her heart eager for someone to come capture. Typical. Their words began to echo in her mind. The twirling stopped. Her heart waiting to be captured was under siege. It battled pain, it battled the whispers, it built walls, it shot back on occasion. The heart left for capture was disintegrating into nothingness. Reflections became enemies.Once upon time, there was a princess who learned that happy ever after never did exist.Especially for a girl like her.

Sunday, November 8, 2009

Afraid.

I am not afraid to take the jump,
oh no,
I am afraid that you might end up soaring through the sky,
and I will just end up alone, falling.

Thursday, November 5, 2009

Gravity.



We are all bound to fall.
It's gravity.

Tuesday, November 3, 2009

Difference.



Tears, they tell ugly stories, I have millions to shed, you have none.
Hearts are difficult to unchain, you have the key to yours, I lost mine in the sand.
Hope, a dream I hold close, a dream you lost.
Smiles, expressions you are eager to give but difficult for me to give.
Happiness, a reality in your eyes a figment of imagination in mine.
Forever, a word I can simply define but remains undefined to you.
Love, an existing emotion in your heart, an emotion that breaks mine.
The power of friendship lays in our difference.

Monday, November 2, 2009

Let's fall instead.


People constantly dare you to fly whenever you are distraught about losing the perfect scene you envisioned in slumber, they tell you to fly away and seize your dreams surrounded by the stars, to become the somebody you want to be. What if people dared you to fall? To let it all go and just free fall onto the dusty ground, would you dare to fall? Would you give up all your dreams? We become somebody in our best moments but we become ourselves in our toughest times. The moment the color in our lives begin to fade and everything is in black and white, we tend to see the clear picture, it is how we stand, how we can dare to be weak and shed tears as a sign of strength, how we can give up everything for the truths our hearts whisper, how we can stay through the troubling worlds we got into and not have the nerve to run away, how we can tell somebody how we feel, and what we feel. It is in those darkest moments I am me and you are you. It is that moment we achieve the most worthy prize: our identity.

Dear Mirror.

I just thought you should know,
I am not afraid anymore

Friday, October 30, 2009

Happy Ending.


They are a thousand and one secrets out there,
they speak of tragedies to come,
and dreams to sweep you off your feet,
they will offer helping hands,
and suddenly leave you on your own,
but I promise you,
You will have a happy ending.